(Sorry that this is probably a stupid question. But I have no one to get proper help from and I genuinely need to know if I can do this.)
I bought a bike because I wanted to get to places quicker than walking and I don't have a car. I've been trying to just keep myself balanced while going down a slight hill without pedaling, even though I am a bit terrified of falling.
But I feel like I will never get the hang of it. I've always been exceptionally bad at anything that requires the use of my body and some muscles. For reference, I can't jump rope without getting caught in the rope after like 3. I can't balance on one leg while holding my foot and stretching my leg behind me, I need to be holding onto something stable.
I thought I could get over my fear and eventually learn to bike, but I don't understand how to use my upper body to balance the bike. After practicing for a few days, I kind of started using the handle to turn to balance myself, by making very big turns every time I start to tip to the side. Obviously I can't do that on an actual road because a road is not the size of an empty parking lot and I need to be able to go where I want to go.
Is this still an okay start? Or should I break this habit and force myself to learn to use my body instead of the handle, even if I don't even know where to even begin? Do you think that some people, even though they can walk, might fail to learn to ride a bike? I feel hopeless. :(
Edit: I have not even attempted to use the pedals yet. I have the seat as low as it goes, but my heels don't touch the ground. I have been using my toes to push myself forward along with the slope to gain a little speed.
Thank you for all the comments, they are all very helpful! With the number of comments and replies, it's hard to respond to all of you but I will definitely continue trying, keeping your suggestions in mind.