I was born in June 1995. I know nothing about astrology myself, to begin with. Whenever I try to read an interpretation, I gasp in amazement how much inaccurate it feels. Of course, I probably mean a pop-astology. But also the automated descriptions from astro-seek don't feel right. In most cases I see descriptions of joyful Sun in Gemini, charm in romantic relationships, strong connection to material aspects of life, warnings about being irresponsible.
And here I am. Deeply suffering from early childhood. Feeling like I was bearing weight of the whole universe on my shoulders. Always the one who needed to take responsibility for everyone and everything around. Very spiritual, very cautious and very lonely inside. My romantic life is extremely weird and sad. Since I remember I felt like I was missing someone who doesn't even exist. I had one romantic relationship during my whole life, and it was still based mostly on friendship, completely lacking fire, flirt and this spiritual-physical connection I always dreamt about.
At the same time, I am a scientific/analytical mind. Which all combined makes me feel like someone mixed energies of three different people and put them in one life. Im exhausted (but still standing). I wish I could understand more of it.
Maybe some of you can help and show me less obvious aspects or readings?