This last year just flew by! I never thought i would make it this far. I am feeling great and doing better than i ever thought possible. I was an addict for most of my adult life, started with norcos in my early 20s ended with fentanyl in my late 30s.

The first 2 months adter quitting were so brutal, i thought i would never feel normal again but with the help of my family and friends i was able to keep pushing and finally started to feel better. I quit CT, i wanted to give up by day 3 but my wife talked me off the edge. I really hope every single one of you can find the strength to get thru this and live your best life! This sub is so great and helped me tremendously while i was going thru it.

Hey everyone, I am a 41 year old male that has been a very high functioning addict for about 10 years. I am very successful in my industry and what started as a godsend that got me off alcohol turned into a huge issue of its own. It started as 3-4 a day to what I am currently using now. I am actually prescribed 90 hydro 10s a month because of a bad knee i need replaced. I always picked up some to supplement and now it has turned into roughly 250 a month. Ling story short I am out currently and a cold turkey withdrawal is out of the question unfortunately. I just can't do it. I have tried. I also have no will power to taper myself down so that never works. I am thinking about coming clean with my dr and i want to be honest with her about my addiction and am hoping to get onto some type of suboxone or something to help me get clean. I just don't want to have this pill rule my life anymore.