Genuinely not even trying to joke or anything sorry I didn’t know what flair to use but I love this university so so so so so much and am so grateful to be here. Living alone is the best and I am so glad to be away from all the yelling and my family’s debt problems and just be on my own and focus on myself. I could have a brick fall on my pinky toe and still be happy probably
I absolutely love it here and I love the challenge and I love the difficulty and the headaches and the imposter syndrome from the cracked FAANG internship kids who know python C C++ SQL HTML and more and all about APIs like the back of their hand and grind leetcode hard every day. I am much “worse” than all of them in terms of employment but still I love those people because they all motivate me so much.
Just got 58% on one of my midterms that I barley studied for sadly I need to catch up but holy hell am I grateful and yes it’s not a good grade little less than 20% below class average but again the average person in Waterloo is CRACKED usually and even if not I am so happy I thought I did much worse.
Beyond that, every single time I write a test or quiz or a midterm in this uni, yeah I get sometimes sad when I see results and thought I did better but wow it’s actually so fun to write the assessments. No joke I had the most fun in high school when writing the Euclid and other Waterloo math contests, I did horrible on them but it was so much fun and this feels just like that feeling. I love delta and epsilon proof of limits and I love going through the entire 137 textbook and trying every single question and looking at the examples does this waste time probably but it’s so much fun. Not sure how long this will all last because I’m in 1A and have two more study terms to go (seq 4) but I am so incredibly happy this is so much better than high school where I was always stressed out. I hope everyone is having an amazing day stay blessed and curious!!!!!!!!!