Imma be here for a whole ass hour because everyone has to write their name and I don't even get to get picked up by my parents 🥀

As I lay in my bed right now i look at my chest. I would like to have boobs yet i do not have them. I feel like I have them but I don't have them. I want to be feminine. I want to be cute. I want to be female. I would like to have boobs and other stuff right now yet i realize I must wait. I dislike having to wait. I want to have them right now. I've even prayed to god to have them. I feel bad about not having them and I don't like feeling bad. I want boobs a lot

(this is a joke, it’s a test for my General Sociology class lol)

Every day I see more and more shit at my uni of people blaming the Jews for Isr4el’s actions and treating us with contempt on the basis that we are Jewish. People have said that the fraternity I am in is the worst one simply because we are a Jewish frat, we’ve been accused of being fascists for simply being a Jewish frat, I’ve heard people say Jews are the ugliest people, that because our drives for charity are run by Jews that people shouldn’t donate since we’ll just steal the money to fund Isr4el, that the blood of Palestinian children is on our hands because Isr4el and the Jews are the same, and that all Jews should leave our campus since our school is predominantly anti-Isr4el. IM SICK OF THIS SHIT. I DONT SUPPORT ISR4EL I CONDEMN THEM, SO DO MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN OUR HILEL AND FRATERNITY BUT NOPE, EVERY JEW LIKES ISR4EL I GUESS. IM NOT AJ ISR4ELI IVE NEVER BEEN TO THE LEVANT AND YET IM SUPPOSED TO BE CULPABLE WITH THE GENOCIDAL BUTCHERS HALFWAY ACROSS THE PLANET. WHY IS ANTI JEW SENTIMENT SO FUCKING NORMALIZED?? WHY?? WHAT HAVE WE DONE TO DESERVE YOUR HATRED AND PREJUDICE? BLAME THE ISR4ELI GOVERNMENT, NOT US. WE HAVE DONE NOTHING AND YET YOU ALL TREAT US AS IF WE ARE THE INCARNATE OF SATAN. BLAME THE ISR4ELI GOVERNMENT, NOT US, AND STOP ACTING AS IF EVERY JEW IS PRO ISR4EL, WE ARENT YOU RACIST PIECES OF SHIT.

I will answer in the morning

Iz ths helthy?

saying this as an enby myself who's only just recently figured that out for himself (its still under the trans umbrella). like honestly who gaf if someone wants to be called by a different name, cut their hair more fem/mascot or change themselves entirely? its their body they can do whatever they want with it. some people are just so ridiculously mean to the trans community and it pisses me off

i don’t really like unsweetened tea but just a little sugar and it tastes very good. i don’t drink it often though

i saw coffee post so i copied

What dou you think the appropriate age for sex is? I got my period at 11, the first time I started enjoying sexual stuff was at 15 I think when I got my first boyfriend. We dated for a year in total and we were only halfway when we started exploring stuff. We had “sex” but it wasnt really anything big we just tried it very quitely and quickly for 10-15 mins a couple of times. When I did it for real like really throughly I was 16 going on 17. A couple pf months ago. I just turned 17 a month ago. This stuff always felt pretty normal to me yk it just feels good but I cant help but overthink societies expectations idk. Thoughts?

i had to recreate it ofc with gimp and my minimal photo editing skills. ik it's holirious.

I just debated someone for about an hour online. I was attempting to be civil about it, then they go off with insane personal attacks on both anyone that's gay, trans, aroace, etc., and personal attacks against me that got removed by the mods. i swear, transphobes just operate off hate and nothing else.

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Unicorns are scary. I hate unicorn

I wasn’t aware people were even posting their guns but I love it. This isn’t everything, I got a Ruger Gunsite Scout and my grandfather’s Mini-14 that he gave me put up elsewhere. My next pickup will be a GLOCK 45 Gen6 for when I start carrying.

1. My main squeeze, a BCM upper, Bushmaster lower AR loosely inspired by the DMR from Halo Reach (best Halo gun ever). I want an ACOG to complete the look.
   
2. Mossberg Maverick 88. My first boomstick ❤️
   
3. Springfield Armory SA-35. Because Fallout: New Vegas I guess.

(second picture is what my 26 year old brother did 💔)

I would genuinely be fine with girlfriend who:

beats me

neet

chud

insane

manipulative

doesn't want any sex

or almost any red flag you can think of except mabye cheating and thats a big maybe

aslong as she cuddles me and makes me feel loved even sometimes I think it would be better than the daily loneliness and jealousy of other happy couples. I genuinely feel like i would be the perfect victim for the worst women out there and still be in a better mental state than where i am now. The last time i got a compliment was when my AP econ teacher called me handsome when i dressed up last week and that felt like how nice you feel when your grandma compliments you. The time before that was in 6th grade middle school courtyard c lunch september 15th right after i watched a collegehumor video about man translator or sum and a girl came up to me randomly and said i like your shirt. I genuinely can't take it anymore and don't think i am deserving of love but simultaniously crave it so bad...