A lot of people told me to slow down. To take breaks. To stop trying to do everything at once.
But somehow, I never really managed to stop. For months, it was always the same: writing, marketing, cover design, legal stuff, taxes, social media. You name it.
I published the first book in my sci-fi romance series, translated the entire thing into English, and kept writing book two at the same time. All while trying to stay active on social media, of course.
And now? Things are finally starting to move. I have readings coming up. The English translation is with my ARC readers. Opportunities are opening up. The ball is slowly starting to roll.
And what happened to me?
I burned myself out. Exactly what everyone warned me about.
I should be promoting my upcoming English release right now. We all know how important it is to build momentum before a book launch.
But I can't. Not because I don't want to. Not even because I don't have the time.
I just have nothing left in my creative tank. It feels like my brain has completely run out of ideas. Like I've used up every last bit of creativity I had.
Now book two has stalled. I'm not promoting book one. I'm barely creating anything at all.
And the frustrating part is that things are finally happening. All those months of hard work are starting to pay off, and here I am, unable to keep up with them.
Don't get me wrong. I absolutely love being an author. The people I've met, the opportunities that have come my way, the feeling of creating something that's entirely my own. I wouldn't trade those experiences for anything.
And this isn't a pity post. I'm pretty sure the creative block will eventually lift once I've had enough time to recover.
But maybe someone out there needs to hear this, especially if you're currently trying to do everything at once:
Don't work yourself into the ground. Nobody is going to thank you for it. Least of all yourself.