As a current 6th year student, everyone knows that your career should be somewhat locked in at this point. And in my case, it is. I want to do medicine, or dentistry. Something in that industry that pays well. I say that because honestly that is the only thing that has ever interested me. I always see people on this subreddit or even in general speaking on how you should never choose a career you’re not interested in. Am I stupid to be doing that? Since I was like 14, I always said to everyone and myself I’d be an anaesthesiologist. Simply based on the fact they make fucking bank. I was good at my sciences and maths too and I liked them. As I got to 5th year chem and maths, I haven’t been doing so good but I know I can pull myself along and reach my goal. I do want this. I come from an asian family so maybe that’s why I’m so inclined to this. But is it just outright stupid to pursue this just on the money? Like obviously I want to help people other and I do have enjoyment in biology (and chemistry sometimes ) but other than that, that’s as far as my reasoning goes.
I don’t really have much interests. I’m a music fanatic, I love the subject. I’m pretty good at it, being able to pass it at consistent h2-h1’s. And I did want to pursue this. But I want money yk? I want security. I know for music you have to basically be the top 1% to make it as a musician. And as much as I love it and want to actually pursue it, I wouldn’t be able to have the things I want in my life should I not succeed with it. I’m no talented prodigy and I know there are much more people than me who are willing to risk it all for music, and I just can’t do that. And that’s why I moved onto medicine.
When I think of all this future related stuff, it really makes me realise how much of an average person I am. And there’s really nothing wrong with it. I just wonder is there anyone who’s been in situation and regretted doing what I’m going to do. I mean it is kinda too late to back out lol, I did choose my subjects last year but advice would be amazing ;D
I feel like I have a plethora of problems lmfao. I absolutely love this subreddit