Hello guys, I dont even know if this is the right place, just let me know. I was smoking weed since 10years and in the last years I got my diagnosis. CHS. I still couldnt stop smoking so I had endless phases of nonstop smoking until I really got fucked by endless vomiting etc. Into 1-3 Months sometimes only weeks of not smoking. Life felt great everytime when I was sober, but my main problem was always that I started thinking, I can smoke again. Felt amazing and I just cannot keep it that rare. I instantly go and get my own stuff after 1Joint with friends or sth and keep smoking until I feel Awful again. In addition I am drinking much more and feel much mkre open to other drugs like cocaine or ketamin.(I dont have a problem with other substances, Because nothing gets me the chill vibe I get from weed.) Because I feel like sth is missing.. So my question is, how do you guys stay sober after a period of time you already made sober? Have you made similar experiences with shifting that addiction to other drugs? thats my biggest problem and I just couldn’t do it in the last years. This time I am 100% committed to stay sober for a year but Im already scared of the future. I am on day 2 sober rn and feel awful but absolutely committed to stay sober for at least a year. I would appreciate some tips or your experiences 🙂
I hope you have a wonderful day and stay sober everyone! ❤️

I foolishly thought I could handle a few small hits of a joint this weekend, and ended up putting myself back in the prodromal phase of CHS. I've been nauseous and uncomfortable for 2 days now but thankfully no vomiting so far.

Yesterday, I basically didn't eat the entire day due to the nausea. Later that night I suddenly ended up feeling super dizzy, could hardly even stand up straight, and broke out into a cold sweat with anxiety and super intense nausea. I ate a few Sour Patch Kids and about an hour later after laying in bed my body started to normalize, and since then I've been mostly okay (though still a little queasy from the prodromal CHS). Could this have been a hypoglycemic episode due to low blood sugar from going the entire day without eating? I'm not diagnosed diabetic, but even without diabetes apparently such episodes can trigger. Curious if others have had similar experiences.