I left my Big 4 job earlier this year for personal reasons (left as SA1). I’ve been job hunting since summer and the market has been brutal. I got rejected by the other Big 4s for the same group, then by BDO, RSM, and GT. After that I started networking broadly and interviewing for anything.
Along the way I got really interested in a niche finance role. There happened to be an opening for it at my old firm. I cold-messaged a bunch of people there, and one agreed to a coffee chat. He was super helpful and said he’d try to show my resume to the hiring team, but no promises and no interview.
Meanwhile, an MD from my old office reached out and asked if I’d come back to my old group at a different office. He’s the one who brought me onto his team through an internal transfer, and he’s always been great to me. Same level, probably same or slightly higher pay.
Honestly, I was relieved when he reached out. But I’m worried that if I go back mainly for financial stability, I’ll just go through the motions and feel guilty leaving for 3–5 years. The work is fine (client-facing, technical, demanding), but exit options are pretty limited unless you go in-house.
I know the niche team is a long shot with my background, but it feels like something’s finally moving. Maybe I’m overthinking it, and an MD probably doesn’t care that much whether an SA1 comes back.
Should I go back, or be honest with him about my interest in the other team?