ik they cant legally force me to live with them, but i cant move out, not enough money, honestly considering homelessness ? idk...
she constantly gropes me touches me unfer my clothes and watches me change clothes, the thing is that this is not done out of any sexual attraction towards me, my mother is not into me. i think its just a sort of ownership/affection(?) thing for her
for a long time she made me sleep in the same room as her, as a teenager, even when i had my own room and bed, it took a long time and insisting for me to be allowed to sleep in my room again, we've moved to a new house and she gets mad at me when i lock my door
when i was younger and she found out i cut myself she would make me strip in front of her to check if i had cut myself again, and would threaten to take away all of my devices if i did (i stopped cutting mostly for this reason, despite still having the desire to and still self harming in other ways nowadays)
during my first therapy appointment years ago she made me strip in front of my (cis female christian) therapist aswell, to show her that i cut myself, my therapist never said or did anything about it, as if it was normal
had it been an adult man stripping his child would she have done something about it ? or a man doing any of these things
i don't know, i just want her to stop... and just wanted to get this off my chest