r/librarians • u/berrycherry00 • 1d ago
Job Advice Is this really how it is?
I honestly don't even know what to title this. I'm barely 2 months into this position and I just don't like it. I'm a part time elementary school librarian in a rural area. Pay sucks. Some teachers give me attitude, just because, the school sec also gives me a hard time. Admin I think doesn't like me. When I say good morning or smile they dont say anything to me. Principal came last week and told me I need to have curriculum ready on the day student starts. I have classes back to back for 3 days out of week and dont have time to get all textbooks ready. I was told today I needed to pretty much not ask for help carrying big boxes because other ppl dont have time to help me and to just take things, this is curriculum, little by little to the classes. The District librarian and that section really doesn't help me with the things I need help with. Im always busy. The students destroy the library when they go in and I'm rushing to reset, to make it nice for the other class, they're one after the other. Putting books back constantly. Updating and trying to learn Destiny.The previous librarian left me 3 full carts of book to catalog and fix which i haven't touched because I have no time. I dont know how to fix these books at all. I have to rearrange and generefy the picture books, weed so many books, all while trying to learn what Im suppose to do. I also have to fix the storage room, its a mess, again no time. I dont have a degree and never worked at a library before. Only reason I'm still there is because it fits my little ones schedule. We have the same schedule. Im very grateful for that, but I dont go to work happy. All these tik toks I see of librarians, they're are happy and enjoy it. I feel embarrassed for feeling this way. I mean does it get better?