A person says, “I think,” “I desire,” “I decide,” “I act.” Language presents every action as a relationship between a doer and what is done, between a possessor and what is possessed. If there is a thought, there must be someone who thinks. If there is a decision, there must be someone who makes it. If there is a will, there must be someone who possesses it. But does this grammatical structure reflect reality, or merely the way we have become accustomed to describing it?
In the Buddhist philosophical tradition, we find a radical answer. Buddhaghosa, in his Visuddhimagga, treats the doer and the experiencer as concepts belonging to conventional language. When we analyze what we call a person, we do not find an independent subject behind actions and experiences, but a multitude of interdependent, conditioned processes.
This idea can be expressed even more radically: not only does free will have no independent ultimate source, but there is also no separate possessor of free will.
Consider an ordinary decision. A person experiences a desire, considers the possibilities, hesitates, weighs the consequences, and finally chooses. At first glance, it seems obvious that someone is performing all these activities. But upon closer examination, we find only impersonal processes.
Where, among all this, is the independent decision-making subject?
If we look for it in desire, we find desire. If we look for it in thought, we find thought. If we look for it in a decision, we find a process of deciding. If we look for it in self-control, we discover mechanisms through which some impulses regulate others. Nowhere does a separate possessor appear, standing outside these processes and controlling them.
Of course, someone might say, “But all these processes are mine.” This is precisely where language once again creates the illusion of a possessor. The word “mine” indicates that these processes belong to a particular organism and its history. But it does not prove the existence of a separate owner of experiences, just as the term “whirlpool” does not prove the existence of something separate from the water and its movement.
A whirlpool has a shape, duration, and consequences. It can draw in a leaf, alter the movement of the water, and disappear when conditions change. But there is no independent whirlpool that possesses and controls the movement of the water. The whirlpool is the organized movement itself.
The self is not the possessor of the stream. It is a name for a particular organization of the stream itself.
The experience “I am the one who decides” belongs to the same stream. It arises, persists, and disappears depending on particular conditions. Its occurrence does not prove the existence of an independent author, just as the occurrence of the thought “I am immortal” does not prove immortality.
There is no contradiction between saying that an organism exercises control and saying that this control has no independent ultimate source. Control can be understood as a relationship between processes rather than the action of a separate internal controller. Some processes regulate others without anyone needing to stand above them.
Similarly, we can speak of freedom when coercion, threats, or physical restrictions are absent. A person who can move is freer than a person who is tied up. But this freedom is a relationship between the organism and its circumstances, not evidence that an independent possessor of will exists.
The implications for moral responsibility are particularly important. When someone causes harm, we usually regard them as the ultimate author of their actions. We assume that they could have been someone different, that under exactly the same circumstances they had the freedom not to do what they did. Hatred and the desire for retribution are often built upon this assumption.
But if behavior arises from impersonal conditioned processes, then we do not find an independent doer who created their own character, desires, and abilities. We find an organism with a particular history, acting according to the conditions in which it finds itself.
This does not mean denying the harm caused or the need for protection. A dangerous person can be stopped. Behavior can be changed through education, treatment, restrictions, and social conditions. Society can encourage beneficial actions and prevent destructive ones.
But these measures no longer require the idea of someone who deserves suffering as the ultimate, independent author of evil. They can be justified by their future consequences.
Here, compassion takes on particular significance. It is not a justification for cruelty, but an understanding of cruelty's conditioned origins. The same causal dependencies through which hatred arises also allow compassion to arise under different conditions.
Of course, compassion itself is not independent of causes. It too has its own history. No one draws it from some free, unconditioned source. It arises through upbringing, experience, understanding, and encounters with the suffering of others.
In this sense, there is no privileged observer standing outside what is happening. There is no separate doer, no separate experiencer, and no independent possessor of free will. There is thinking, feeling, deliberating, effort, choosing, and acting. There are organisms interacting with their environment and with one another. There are consequences that become causes of further consequences.
The terms “self,” “doer,” “experiencer,” and “agent” remain useful in ordinary language. They allow us to distinguish between people, describe their behavior, and organize our shared lives. But the usefulness of a term does not prove the existence of an independent entity behind it.
There is no one standing behind life and living it. There is only living itself - an impersonal stream of conditioned processes in which even the thought that someone possesses it arises.