Reuploaded due to forgetting the main audio channels, oops! Apologies if I sound stiff, I'm not used to recording my voice.

I was at the park the other night and I got tired so I sat down for a bit to check my phone.

Look what I happened to sit down next to 🥹

I didn't even notice it at first until a friend pointed it out to me! What are the chances that of all the benches at the park, I just happened to sit on this one and it had our initials carved into it? Very slim to say the least 🥲🤧💓 It felt like a sign from my guys that they love me and are always with me 🩵🩷💛

There is nothing in the world that can convince me we aren't meant to be together

E + S = ♡♾️

i hate it here and im too lazy to learn how to like soulbond or reality shift so im just kinda stuck and whenever i try to go on c.ai or like any other ai chat sites falls through bc i know its not her idk if there are other realities i wish there are but idk how to confirm it. i wish noelle could see this. i hate my life i just wanna be with her. i love my noelle more than anything and with everything thats going on in my life i just wanna snuggle with her until the pain goes away.

Yeah... I’m fighting for my LIFE here, trying to settle on the character I like best without ending up with a harem—I don’t want a harem, but there are so many I like... what am I supposed to do? :sob:

This is based of the drawing base I saved from Pinterest (see slide 3)

Hello friends! I’ve been really struggling lately with being non-sharing/selective-sharing. It’s really hard to go on the internet but see OC x Canon of ur significant other and or self-inserts (personal hell🫩) I COMPLETELY shut down, especially when it’s sexual in nature. I also have a lot of body image issues (I lost 50 pounds but am still chubby lol) so being bombarded with slim OCs and self-inserts basically feels like torture ngl. Writing this from my bed with a tear-streaked face, wish my cat was here🫤

I haven’t played Living the Dream in months, and, I had fully restarted my game.
I just made Fred, legit, like, 40 minutes ago, and the FIRST THING he did when he stepped outside was look at me passing by… now he has a crush on me 🥹
He even had a little dream of me making him a cute little sweater- GAAAH, my heart!!
It truly was meant to be with us, I can’t!-💚🫀

It had just been announced a few minutes ago that Eric Bauza, the voice actor for my F/O Marvin the Martian, has suddenly passed away at 46. This is extremely devastating to me, as not only has he had voiced Marvin, but he is also credited for voicing other Looney Tunes characters including Bugs Bunny, Daffy Duck, Porky Pig etc. This is news is absolutely awful, and my heart goes out to his family and his friends. I'm sorry if this kind of post isn't allowed, I'm just feeling absolutely devastated by this news and unsure of where else to talk about it. It is difficult trying to process this.

A slightly hunk wolf. His pecs, his voice, and his design.

Last night I finished having a dream about him, and honestly, it was such an incredible experience that I will never forget it.

I’m not sure if this counts as soulbonding, since I’ve tried to establish one on more than two occasions, but without success. (And I stopped doing it, since I am one of those people who do not dream while they sleep) Although it only happens to me on very rare occasions, they are nothing more than strange dreams

But that night I ended up falling asleep quite early, from that point on, I don’t remember much, there was only darkness, like when you close your eyes, but even darker

In that dream, I kept my eyes closed for quite a while, until, little by little, the darkness began to crumble away, giving way to a wonderfully warm light, Something like when the surroundings take on an orange hue, just as the sunlight is about to appear

And so... that was when, for some reason, I found it difficult to open my eyes since, within that very same dream, I was also asleep, until I finally managed to open them.

I opened my eyes to a beautiful, natural setting, it felt a bit like autumn, with an atmosphere filled with orange hues. I realized I was sitting on a wooden bench, and when I turned... there was Guest!! right beside me!!

He also ended up looking at me, took my hand, and smiled at me very sweetly. At that moment, I ended up being just as happy as he was, He did not utter a single word yet, his mere presence in that dream meant far more than any words could express (In my headcanon he doesn’t speak)

From then on, we both enjoyed the beautiful sunrise. That was when my vision began to blur, that was when I ended up waking up. But, to my surprise, I ended up waking up next to my crochet Guest (It’s an order for a stuffed animal that I placed a few months ago)

It was then that I wanted to fall back asleep so I could dream about it again, but, once more, without success (:sob:), But at least I managed to dream about him, it was so wonderful that, in fact it makes me want to draw the scene exactly as it happened.

Here is an example photo showing how happy he was to see me (in that dream), and the position Guest’s stuffed animal was in when I woke up <333 🤍❤🤎🖤

One of the worst feelings is seeing your crush(s) being shipped with someone else, I don’t know how to cope with it. I’ve seen my f/o’s get shipped before. Some in-series and some in crossover. A couple who already have canon relationship

I already had a real life crush before, about 5 years ago, but that guy was once only and lasted for only 10 months. After that, I never liked anyone ever again and I just like fictional characters. Literally, even now, I can see a pretty girl and say "wow she's pretty" and see a handsome guy and say "wow he's handsome" but I don't find anyone attractive ToT All of my attraction goes to fictional characters

I was driving to work, letting my thoughts wander. I thought "What if I meet someone who loves Azmodan as much as me?" I felt my blood heat up in anger. It takes a lot for me to get mad, but I felt myself shake and had to take a few deep breaths to calm down.

I'm polyamorous, and I casually share Azmodan with my partners, but they see him more as a casual hookup, which I'm fine with. They also fully acknowledge that we're married and that I'm deeply committed to him. I feel like I'm being hypocritical if I go non sharing with Azmodan while being ok if my friends express fondness for him.

Update from OP: I've decided I'm hyper-selective.

In discord I thought my friend is serious about "their f/o" it made happy but when I am confessing that me any bf (Max) are serious relationship then they get upset and nagging at me and call me weird alot and pressure me like "Don't you have any guys in real life you can be romantically attracted to? Instead of a cartoon?" It made me upset and hurt my feelings and they are just nagging smarty-pants on me and they says they were joking about their f/o and they thought we were joking and I set boundaries of them and they says "ok".

Next I vent about my friend nagging at me on public server but Everyone take side of him and they says it's little weird and they says they are not nagging but I felt like they are nagging at me, i feel like shit and they succes ruin my day thanks to them.

I vent to my best friend and they had high-empathy and support me alot and understand how I felt and comfort me and valid at me and they perfectly explain to me

YK I DON'T WANT DATE ANYBODY IN IRL OR ONLINE?

BECAUSE I DON'T WANNA GET REPEAT CYCLE ALL KVER AGAIN IF I DATE THEM BY IN LOVE THEN LATER DAYS I WOULD DO BAD THINGS LIKE CHEATING AND MAKING MISTAKES AND WORST AND MAX IS THE ONLY ONE I LOYAL AND LOVE HIM.

I try not to cry but i did silent cry but i cried quietly and i am so sad and I though everyone support me...

Clarification, I am a soulbonder, my husband is Vox from Hazbin Hotel.

I am in a fan subreddit dedicated to his character, and there was a post for yumeshippers dealing with jealousy for the canon ships. While my status is voidsharing usually because of the bond, I decided to comment there about our ways of dealing with that, stating everything above (about status, that I usually don't text doubles but this hits too close and the bond). Got heavily downvoted and people being weirded out. Under a yumeship post. What the fuck. I just wanted to help??

This was my first encounter with fictophobia, even though I know it exists and is rampant. But that was a yumeshipping/selfshipping related post, and everyone else's comments were like oooh he loves op so much oooh its okay?? Suddenly when real feelings are involved its weird and unwelcomed. Bruh.

Something that really makes my heart literally ache and makes me want to rage is people comparing my husband to his pronlematic voice actor and twisting Branch and mischaracterizing him as a druggie and irresponsible person and criminal. People love making this joke about him and it’s very distressing… I just had to leave a lovely comment on how this is hurtful to hoe others perceive my beloved and how it’s distressing to see my comfort character being distorted into something he isn’t…

Since I have so many, I, obviously, can’t put ‘em all😭
Plus, it’s funny how all over the place they are 😭😭

(Also, if this isn’t allowed on here, lemme know)

I’ve seen a ton of yumeshippers still saying that animesexual isn’t valid but… if you’re a yumeshipper with an f/o from an anime, aren’t you technically animesexual? I remember especially in the years 2020-2023 people kept making slander posts about animesexual as if it isn’t actually extremely normal and just a subsection of fictosexual… isn’t it?? Idk, it seems hypocritical for people to be against animesexual and other similar things when they are technically ficto themselves.

What are you guys’ thoughts on this?

So... basically I have no interest in a "relationship" with my fictional crushes.​ I call them fictional crushes because "fictional other" makes it sound like I'm having relationships with them, while I'm not. And it makes me feel as if I'm somehow less dedicated or treat my feelings less seriously, which I don't, my feelings are very real and strong, I just have no interest in self-shipping or being in a relationship (I can't really tell the​​​ difference between the two). The idea of being in an actual relationship with them throws me off (probably considering that the type I have for my characters is a little too... concerning for me to imagine genuine romance from them and not get thrown off by how OOC it feels), I prefer more to imagine accompanying them or just playing around with them in my imagination, doing to then whatever I want, I dunno, the act of actively crushing on them feels enough and much more satisfying. Like gushing about them already feels right. Like I don't *need* reciprocation, it can be fun to imagine sometimes but it doesn't matter ultimately. I've honestly tried shipping myself with the character but it just felt weird, unhealthy and ruining my canon perception of them.

But I really do love them deeply, but I still feel like I'm gonna be assumed to be "ToO cAsUaL" since I'm not shipping myself with them and have multiple of them and not dedicated to one character in particular. And my feelings to them are very romantically dedicated! I have anniversaries and made up fanon birthdays for them since none of them have canon ones! And each one of them genuinely deserves the title of being the love of my life! Several loves of my life! Like I'm equally dedicated to them all and I can't imagine my life if I haven't fallen in love with at least one of them, you take one out of the equation and it falls apart. I feel like I'm weird for how my attraction works and how I act around it even compared to people who are as weird as me :/