not an update, just a post for me to vent about not being able to find indou yet 😭
it's been over a week now, almost two, and while that's not uncommon, i can't help but worry. he's so tiny, and he hasn't eaten in over two weeks now.
ive checked everywhere i can think of; the inner works of my bed and frame, desk, clothes, shoes, vents, under the fridge and stove, near my power strips... no sign of him whatsoever. ive left out like four or five feeding traps (thawed pinky mouse in a bottle or hide) overnight, and he hasn't bitten. ive had baking sheets and flour all around my room to hear or see where he's going when the lights are out, but there's been no sound and no slither marks in the flour. ive been leaving his water bowl out because he's no doubt dehydrated and i think he should be shedding soon if he's not already. i had my hvac system shut off completely for a day or two while looking through the vents for him, but i had to turn it back on after a bit or else our pipes would freeze. even after visually checking them, i had left my belt taped to the floor beside the vent, draped down into it so that he could climb that if he was stuck. of course, no sign.
i completely raided his enclosure like five separate times, checked all his hides, all the substrate, i bared it completely just so i could check the little crevices in the enclosure itself.
i tore my entire dresser apart to make sure he wasn't in there; tore up my exercise treadmill to make sure he wasn't in there. ive looked through my curtains, the cracks between my floor and the drywall, any nook and cranny i could think of — nothing. now im just sort of at a standstill, waiting and hoping that he just.. shows up. he has to eventually; he hasn't eaten and he's thirsty. i just hope that the reason there's no sign of him is because he's hiding and not because he's hurt or worse.
im a bit dramatic for this, really; im not religious myself, but ive been asking those i know who are religious to do little prayers in regards to finding him. hell, i even prayed to a saint just for my peace of mind 😭 don't laugh at me
i just hope he shows up soon. since before i even caved and bought him, i was sooo attached to him. still am. i just miss him tons
indou come home so i can sleep soundly sigh