Hello everyone, this is a post for me and my cat. This wonderful half maine coon dapper boy is Tigger. For 14 years he has been one of my best friends.
We got Tigger when I was 8, he was the first cat my parents got for me to name and pick out. He was born to a full maine coon mother and a domestic shorthair father.
Since he was a tiny kitten, hes been playful, loving and a massive teddy bear.
He had to grow up beside someone who was 8 and very energetic so he is very tolerant.
For 14 years he has grown beside me and been here through very tough and very wonderful things.
Last saturday he came into my room and I noticed his belly was distended, swollen and hard like a balloon.
We called the vet and they did scans and an xray, he was an amazing little boy and needed no sedation, he let them do everything they needed.
She gave me a phone call initially after the xray and told me all around his organs is fluid and they were gonna do an ultrasound.
They proceeded to do the ultrasound and she prior warned me that this fluid could be caused by things with amazing prognosis and also super bad prognosis, expressing cancer is one of these things.
Not long after she rang me back up, expressing it was not good news. Theres a 5cm lump buried in his liver growing outwards.
She said anything further done such as bloodtests would merely be for information as she said I think we have our anwser.
She expressed that my Tiggy does not know he is sick, he is still alert and happy and its early end stage essentially.
We didn't get an estimate of how long we have as I did not see the point in putting my boy through more stress when none of those tests would help him.
We went and picked him up and I looked at the scans and seeing the lump broke my heart.
We have been doting on him ever since and giving him extra love. But it is heartbreaking, he can no longer jump up on places as effectively, he waddles when he walks, he has slowed down a lot, shows no interest in toys, no interest in catnip, and it is so saddening.
He loved toys and catnip and would go nuts for that stuff, he would find toys, carry them to us and yowl to let us know he caught them, he would also yowl on the unit to let us know he wanted food or biscuits.
Its a struggle to mourn something that isn't gone. We are pampering him while we have him here but I wanted to share about him so more people could know how amazing he truly is, here are some quirks and funny things he has done and testaments to his personality.
He has never bitten or scratched anyone not even on accident.
He has an obsession with a frog toy.
He is also obsessed with wrappers and plastic, loves waiting until you hear or see him with it then will carry it in his mouth and run off like a goober.
He loves cuddles and attention, he will lay across you wherever you are and give you love as if you are the only human on earth.
He still does and always has loved belly rubs, they are one of his favourite things.
He loves yogurt treats.
He is always concerned for our other cats and protects them and loves them all.
He will let you lay your head on him and fall asleep cuddled into him.
He is a scaredy cat despite his size, noises terrify him, fireworks, drills, thunder. Hes a large boy with loud fears.
He is always purring.
He loves food lol but thats every cat.
And lastly. He has saved my life sometimes and comforted me when I have had no one else in the quiet of life and the hardships and when I lost my second childhood cat that was gotten for me, he was there.
This is gonna be a very hard thing to go through, it already is. I lost my second childhood cat 3 years back to cancer too. He has an entire shelf dedicated to him and when my Tigger goes. He will be up there with Casper and tattooed next to Casper's paw on my wrist.
I know many may not read this. But one of the greatest things we have in this life is our furry companions regardless of species.
They give us their forever never knowing we can't give them ours.
If anyone else has gone through this, a terminal diagnosis on your furry friend. I'd love advice and to hear stories of how to cope or to memorise my baby.
If you read this all, thank you. I am happy you also somewhat get to know what an amazing boy my Tigger is. Have a lovely day.