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Rate my halloween costume, how do you find it?

I’m 25 and I have a licence in computer science. For the past couple of years I’ve been working remotely as a freelancer. It took me a long time to get here, and it’s my only income.

The problem is that I never registered for military service. No census, no call-up, nothing. I kept avoiding the subject, and now I can’t anymore.

If I’m taken for a year, I lose my clients. A freelancer has no employer holding a spot for him, so I’d be starting from zero.

I’ve been reading the Defense Ministry website, and this is what I understood. Please correct me if I’m wrong.

You can postpone if you study in your own field. Private schools seem to count, and so does Takwin Mehni. Studying abroad works too, but I can’t afford that. There is also a medical exemption. I have scoliosis, about 19 degrees, and I don’t know if that’s enough. I’m afraid that if they reject me, I get sent straight to service with no way back.

I’d love to hear from people who have actually been through this:

1. What did you study or train in to postpone? I already have a licence, so what do they accept: a private master’s, an IT training course?
2. How long does the postponement last, and is there a limit?
3. Has anyone with a back problem done the medical exam? If they say no, are you called up right away?
4. Since I never registered, what should I do first? Is it safe to walk into the recruitment office?

I’m not looking for tricks. I just want to sort this out legally without wrecking my life. If you’ve been through it, please tell me what really happened. Thank you.

في ضوء المضاهرات و إلقاء اللوم على المهاجرين و صعود اليمين للحكم

كيفاش تنجم هذي تأثر على التوانسة في رايك

PiraChest Beta 0.1.0

A major overhaul of PiraChest focused on making the app faster, more polished, more customizable, easier to use, and much more stable.

New

Home

Added a new Home page.

Added a central starting point for discovering content and accessing the main parts of PiraChest.

Improved navigation and page organization throughout the app.

Global Search

Added Sailseek, a fast global search system.

Search across the content and functionality PiraChest offers from one compact interface.

Search and quickly access movies, shows, games, music, anime, manga, settings, and more.

Added a customizable keyboard shortcut for opening Sailseek.

Compact result cards provide relevant metadata such as artwork, name, source, and date where available.

Picture-in-Picture

Added Picture-in-Picture support to the video player.

The PiP window can stay above other windows.

Added controls for enabling/disabling PiP behavior.

Video Playback

Added movie and TV playback.

Added Watch Later support for movies and shows.

Improved the overall playback experience.

Anime playback continues to work alongside the newer movie and TV playback systems.

Anime now includes discovery functionality.

AniPub is the default anime streamer.

Downloads

Added and unified the dedicated Download page.

Improved download management and presentation.

Improved download controls and download-related interactions.

Added more consistent download state handling throughout the application.

Settings Backup & Restore

Added the ability to back up PiraChest settings.

Added settings restoration.

Makes moving or recovering a PiraChest configuration significantly easier.

Updates

Improved the update system.

Update dialogs now show changelogs before an update is accepted.

Added a Don't Show Again option.

Added a proper cancellation option.

Updates preserve existing settings and downloaded content.

RSS

Added RSS checking.

Allows PiraChest to check supported RSS sources for updates/content.

Context Menus

Added context menus across many parts of the application.

Provides quicker access to relevant actions without requiring users to navigate through the interface.

Keyboard Navigation

Added broader keyboard navigation.

Added customizable keyboard shortcuts.

Improved keyboard accessibility throughout the interface.

Customization

Themes

Completely expanded the customization system.

Added highly extensible custom themes.

Themes can support:

Custom colors

Custom interface properties

Custom icons

Images

GIFs

Videos

GPU shaders

Custom title bars

Additional theme-specific settings

Added theme-specific settings that appear when a theme provides configurable properties.

Themes can independently control their appearance instead of being restricted to the global accent color.

Added support for themes following the user's accent color when desired.

Added more control over sizing and other interface properties.

Improved theme loading and switching.

Fixed issues where switching to shader-based themes could incorrectly close and reopen the application.

Backgrounds

Added customizable application backgrounds.

Supports photos, GIFs, and videos.

Added blur and darkness controls for backgrounds.

Interface

All major page interfaces were remade and refined.

Improved consistency between pages.

Improved title bar design.

Added donation and Discord buttons directly to the title bar.

Expanded settings organization.

Split Settings and About into their own modules for better maintainability.

Added expandable settings sections.

Added toggleable page tabs.

Added more polished dialogs, cards, controls, and empty states.

Subtitles

Added customizable subtitle settings.

Improved subtitle configuration and presentation.

Donations

Redesigned the donation dialog.

Added multiple donation options.

Added clearer donation information.

Added donation access directly from the title bar.

Performance & Stability

Core Improvements

Major internal performance overhaul.

Broad improvements across caching, artwork rendering, threading, and other core systems.

Reduced unnecessary work during navigation.

Improved resource handling throughout the application.

Improved page loading and switching.

Reduced unnecessary repeated operations.

Rendering

Optimized grid rendering.

Improved artwork loading and caching.

Reduced unnecessary artwork processing.

Improved performance when dealing with large collections.

Added list views to pages where large grids are inefficient.

Memory & CPU

Reduced unnecessary memory usage.

Improved CPU efficiency.

Improved threading across the application.

Reduced freezes and UI stalls.

Improved behavior on lower-end systems.

Improved cleanup of temporary and no-longer-needed application state.

Stability

Major stability improvements across the application.

Fixed crashes and issues caused by rapidly switching between pages.

Improved handling of background operations.

Improved error handling and recovery.

Reduced situations where the UI could become unresponsive.

Page Improvements

Movies & TV

Added movie and TV playback.

Added Watch Later.

Improved discovery and browsing.

Improved metadata presentation.

Anime

Improved anime browsing.

Added anime discovery.

Improved playback integration.

AniPub is now the default streamer.

Manga

Continued development and refinement of the existing manga functionality.

Improved browsing and presentation.

Music

Continued improvements to music browsing and playback.

Improved player integration.

Improved lyrics customization.

PC Games

Improved the PC games/repack experience.

Improved page performance and rendering.

Added toggleable page access through the navigation system.

Downloads

Continued improvements to the unified download experience.

Improved controls, navigation, and presentation.

Navigation & Usability

Added customizable page tabs.

Added keyboard controls throughout the app.

Added customizable shortcuts.

Added context menus across many pages.

Improved navigation consistency.

Improved onboarding.

Improved settings organization.

Improved dialogs and notifications.

Improved toasts throughout the application.

Improved page transitions and general responsiveness.

Onboarding

Completely revamped onboarding.

Improved first-launch setup.

Improved configuration flow.

Reduced unnecessary work after onboarding is completed.

Improved cleanup of onboarding resources after they are no longer needed.

Experimental Features

Added an Experimental settings category containing features that are still being tested:

Experimental install-on-download.

Experimental theme maker.

Other experimental functionality that may change or be removed before stable release.

Debrid

WIP / Testing

Added initial Debrid integration work.

Debrid support is currently unfinished and requires testing.

Functionality may change significantly during the beta.

Some providers, links, downloads, or playback scenarios may not work correctly yet.

Feedback and testing are needed before this can be considered stable.

Localization

Added Russian.

Added Dutch.

Continued improvements to the localization system.

Other Improvements

Improved the overall visual polish of PiraChest.

Improved page consistency.

Improved loading behavior.

Improved error handling.

Improved internal architecture.

Improved caching and resource management.

Improved responsiveness throughout the application.

Numerous smaller fixes and refinements across the app.

Beta Notes

This beta represents a substantial step toward the first stable release of PiraChest.

A lot of the work is not immediately visible: navigation, caching, threading, rendering, resource management, stability, and internal architecture have all received significant improvements.

Some features remain experimental or unfinished, particularly Debrid support, and may change as testing continues.

PiraChest is still being actively developed, so bugs are expected during the beta.

Yo I want to buy a porté clé specifically anime/gaming porteclé and idk where to find a shop, if anyone knows a shop in this aryana/Tunis/Monastir/Sfax drop it down below

تاريخ مكتوب بالدم والملح والشباك!

*الطنارة..*

كلمة جاية من *"TONNARA"* طليانية.. معناها *مذبحة الطن!*

موش أي بلاصة يسموها طنارة..

كان البلاصة اللي يذبحو فيها الحوت الأزرق العملاق..

الحوت اللي يوزن 800 كيلو.. يجي من الأطلسي.. يعدي من جبل طارق.. باش يولد في المتوسط..

وأجدادنا كانو يستناو فيه!

*شكون بنى الطنارة؟*

*رجال كبارات!*

من وقت *الفينيقيين والرومان*.. وبعد جاو *العرب* جابو معاهم كلمة *"الرايس"*.. من العربية.. هو القائد.. هو الملك متع البحر..

الرايس هو اللي يقود 40 راجل في فلوكة وحدة طولها 20 متر.. تدهن بالقطران لكحل..

ويهز معاهم زوز فلايك صغار..

الطريقة اسمها *"المادراق"*.. ولا في العالم عندها كيفها!

شباك عملاقة.. من سعف النخيل.. طولها كيلومترات..

تتحط عمودية على الشط.. وتعمل *4 بيوت تحت الماء*..

الحوت يدخل فرحان.. ما فيبالوش.. يتعـدى من بيت لبيت.. حتى يلقى روحو في بيت الموت!

غادي وين الرجال ينقزو عليه بالحراب.. بالدم.. بالعرق.. يذبحوه ويطلعوه!

موش صيد.. هاذي *حرب مقدسة!*

*في سيدي داود والبرج الصالحي..*

كانو عنا *أكبر طناير في المتوسط!*

رجال من الطنارة والبرج.. معلمين.. يخدمو 6 شهور في العام..

والـ 6 شهور لخرين يصلحو في الشباك.. يبكيو على اللي مات في البحر..

ويستناو الموسم الجاي..

كل طرف حوت كان يتاكل!

اللحم يتعلب.. القلب يتملح.. الراس يتعصر زيت..

حتى شي ما يتلوح! هاذي حكمة الرجال الكبار!

*تعرف علاش سموها البرج الصالحي؟*

على خاطر فيها *برج صالح*.. برج حربي.. يحمي في الطنارة من القراصنة..

رجال البرج كانو حراس الطن.. حراس الخبزة!

وتو؟

تو المادراق ماتت.. الطن الأزرق قريب ينقرض من الصيد الصناعي..

Question to the girlies how would you react if someone asks to see you without makeup?
Is it offensive because it can mean that the other person see you as a fake person and using a lot of products or it’s fair because some girls look totally different without different so they want to make sure who are they talking to or it can be just spontaneous and there’s no actual intentions?
And for the men why would ask such a thing ?

تونس 27 أكتوبر (وات) - بتكليف من رئيس الجمهورية، قيس سعيد، تؤدي رئيسة الحكومة، سارة الزعفراني الزنزري، من 27 الى 28 اكتوبر الجاري، زيارة رسمية إلى روسيا الاتحادية، للمشاركة في أشغال القمة الروسية الإفريقية الثالثة، التي ستنعقد يومي 28 و29 أكتوبر الجاري بالعاصمة الروسية موسكو، حسب بلاغ لمصالح الاعلام برئاسة الحكومة.

ويترأس الرئيس الروسي فلاديمير بوتين هذه القمة، التي سيحضرها عدد من رؤساء الدول والحكومات الإفريقية.

وسينتظم بالمناسبة المنتدى الاقتصادي والإنساني تحت محور "نعمل معا على تطوير تعاون متبادل المنفعة وتعزيز إمكانات كل دولة من الدول الإفريقية".

كما تنعقد على هامش المنتدى جلسات حوارية تخصص للتباحث حول عدد من الملفات، من بينها "السيادة: أساس التنمية"، و"اقتصاد النظام العالمي ذي السيادة"، و"التعاون الاجتماعي والإنساني ورأس المال البشري"، و"التكنولوجيا والابتكار لتحسين جودة الحياة".

وستبحث القمة سبل تعزيز التعاون الاقتصادي بين روسيا والدول الإفريقية، ولا سيما في مجالات التجارة والاستثمار والصحة والبنية التحتية والطاقة والتكنولوجيا والتعليم.

وسيكون لرئيسة الحكومة عدد من اللقاءات الثنائية، إلى جانب مشاركتها في الجلسات العامة والحوارية.

ويرافق رئيسة الحكومة في هذه الزيارة وزير الشؤون الخارجية والهجرة والتونسيين بالخارج، محمد علي النفطي، ووفد يضم مسؤولين من رئاسة الحكومة ووزارة الشؤون الخارجية والهجرة والتونسيين بالخارج.

وات

I've watched this show when I was in middle school.

I want to have answer about so many questions. Almost, all the guys I know are talking shit about Snapchat girls : girls dark zone, bit*hes staff, girls are chasing Khaliji men, untrusted girls, ??...

Ps : I am not using it cause I don't like wast more time on it.

ياخي شبيها اي ادارة ندخللها نلقاها معبيا بالعزايز شادين الصف؟

قليل برشا وين نلقا واحد في العشرينات والا الثلاثينات والا حتى الاربعينات

صرّح النائب حسام محجوب على هامش أشغال الجلسة العامة الافتتاحية للدورة البرلمانية 2026-2027 المنعقدة صباح اليوم الثلاثاء 27 أكتوبر 2026 بالبرلمان أن هذه الدورة تتميز بوجود تحديات عديدة وخاصة الاقتصادية والاجتماعية.

وأشار محجوب إلى مقترحات القوانين التي يجب النظر فيها، مؤكدا الاتفاق على ضرورة توحيد الجهود في اتجاه المقترحات التي تمس المواطن مباشرة.

وشدّد من جهة ثانية على ضرورة التنسيق المحكم مع الحكومة لتوفير قوانين عملية وقابلة للتطبيق، مشيرا إلى أن القانون عدد 18 الخاص بتشغيل من طالت بطالتهم بصدد الإنجاز على مستوى إعداد الأوامر الترتيبية وسيصدر قريبا وسينفذ إلى جانب قوانين أخرى .

أما بخصوص قانون الميزانية لسنة 2027، اعتبر محجوب أن النواب يَعُون حجم الاستحقاقات القادمة لذلك ستقدم مقترحات قابلة للتنفيذ على أرض الواقع خاصة في ما يتعلق بالحياة اليومية للمواطن .

سيدة الهمامي

moza ique

Years ago, I had a crush on a girl I had known since childhood cz we went to the same primary school. We got closer day by day, and every time I thought "This is the perfect time to tell her how I feel" I would remember her telling me once that she didn't want to get into a rls at our age. So, I kept my feelings to myself. After a year, literally all of my friends knew that I was in love with her, and I swear she definitely knew too. But every time I asked her if she wanted to start a rls with someone, she would always say "Nope". One day, a friend of mine (X) asked me to hang out and grab some sandwiches. That night, I told him how much I LOVED this girl, how BADLY I WANTED to be with her, and how WILLING I was to do anything for her. He told me she was a great girl and that I should just confess my feelings. To be honest, because she had already said she didn't want a rls, I was terrified of losing her if I spoke up, so I stayed silent. Two months after that night, she completely transformed from a "sweet talker" into an ice cube. She started just answering my messages no energy, no vibe, no effort to keep the conversation going compared to how she used to be. I could feel that she had changed, and when I looked into it (on Instagram and in real life), I found out she was in a relationship with the exact friend I had opened up to about her ( Yea X). I talked to her and said, "If you have someone, it's okay we can just be friends and I will burn my feelings, don't worry I just need you as a friend because I don't have a close friend I can open up to about anything without fear of being judged" She agreed, saying "Yeah, of course" and added some "I know I'll come back to you crying one day from this rls" I told her, "Nah, don't worry, I wish you all the best" (I didn't tell her that I knew she was with my "friend" or X) A few nights later, she accused me of exposing her and telling everyone about her relationship. In reality, her new boyfriend was a player everyone in our friend group knew it and she believed she could "fix him" (he ended up cheating on her anyway). But she trusted him over me, called me a liar, and stopped talking to me completely. To be honest, I was deeply hurt and went through two months of depression. Eventually, I realized I needed to focus on myself first and trust that the right person would come at the right time. About a month after my baccalaureate graduation, something tragic happened to a member of her family. Being a decent person, I tried to send her a condolence message (n3adhem l ajer), but it wouldn't go through because her account was private. I followed her and sent it again, but she didn't reply. Later, a mutual close friend suggested going to her house to pay our respects in person since she lives in my neighborhood. We went, talked, and offered our support while she cried. Afterward, I went home and went back to my regular life. That night, she sent me a "thank you" message for coming. From there, we started chatting message by message, day by day, and grew close again. She explained that everything in the past was her fault, that she regretted it, and that she had actually been in love with me back then. She claimed that my first best friend ((Y) / not the one who cheated on her) had told her I was moving on, which is why she ended up going out with my second best friend. To be honest, I let my guard down, but a part of me felt she wasn't being fully truthful and hadn't actually loved me back then. Now, after 4 or 5 months of talking regularly, she confessed that she has feelings for me and asked if I feel the same way. The truth is, I still have a lingering bit of feelings, mostly nostalgia from the past because I haven't completely forgotten how deeply I loved her. But I can't be with her right now. I don't trust those feelings, and I'm terrified of getting into a relationship only to realize later that I can't stay in it. I really don't know what to do. I can't tell if my hesitation comes from the trauma of what happened before or from a total lack of trust that she ever loved me. Either way, I know I can't offer her the same level of devotion I used to have, because I don't believe she loves me or ever could love me the same way.

Concerning GTA VI is there any local gaming rooms (salles de jeux) that have acquired PlayStation 5 or Xbox Series X|S consoles to play GTA 6 during its first week in Tunisia in zones of sousse and monastir ??!

From what i saw psyQuilibre is an app that's owned by association interlink whose main interest is mental health and stuff like that and i heard they offered consultation with a cheap price. But supposedly i made a reservation for today but my appointment hasn't been confirmed yet. Should i go either way or instead wait for them to contact me and confirm the appointment?

طبلبة : مداهمة مخزن عشوائي بمحل سكني يستغله صاحبه في تجميع الزيت النباتي المدعم ثم اعادة تعليبه في حاويات و لدائن بلاستيكية سعة 05 ل و اعادة ترويجها على اساس زيت نباتي غير مدعم و يحمل علامة تجارية لزيت نباتي غير مدعم .

بلغت الكميات المحجوزة فعليا حوالي 4000 لترا

إذاعة المنستير

Khdhit el bac b Moyenne ma 3ejbetch 3ayelti (they were never satisfied anyway I spent my childhood trying to fix my parents relationship) hrabt l barra b 9ardh b essmi, 9rit specialité 3omri ma 7abitha w got addicted to cannabis and nicotine (awwal ma l9it 7orriya fssedt bel 3arbia) and I was already addicted to C*rn. Mat3alamt chay fel fac, I was chasing dudes and struggling to make it on my own w 3andi 8 snin marawa7tech l tounes. Long story short, I had to get married last year to not lose my residency w I was avoiding psych meds for years even though I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety. I just started the meds recently, only getting worse. Ma3andi chay 3aycha lih, battala, m3arssa b rajel mane7mlouch, le 3andi le sa7eb le 7bib, mana3raf na3mil chay w mat3alamt chay fi 8 snin. I am too late to fix (in debt, sexually broken and disabled, have multiple sclerosis,mentally unstable, jobless friendless hobbyless…)think it’s time I left this world Allah ghaleb fchelt :(

Tunisian engineers do your wifes work? And if they do what do they work ?

El period heki i remember some of my family members were brainwashed mel jme3a hekom w walew strict ou agressive especially towards women. Nheb naarf famech fikom sarlou brainwash wala was about to join w battal? Yahkilna chneya ken ysir w fech ya7koulkom cuz my siblings were once ou tao raj3ou normal but still stricter than the average Tunisian guy. But i know others li walew atheists after that period of time meli keno yhebo yemchyou lsyria walou molhdin

This is obviously a joke. I repeat a joke.

Also Tunisia's gender got confirmed

That worst thing about myself, I hate looking 3a9el my personality is pretty good, I can be funny (andy l 9boul alkher) but that thing is I always hate people saying to me “you look 3a9el” being 3a9el is weakness here.

People judge you by looks.. and human nature with men or women if u look 3a9el they subconsciously feel u weak, that’s that harsh reality

Guys i'm only 24, and ever since I got my Bac, life hasn’t really gone the way I imagined. I joined the Army thinking I was building a stable future for myself, and I sacrificed almost three years trying to make it work. But with time, I started feeling stuck, far from my family, away from the life I wanted, and not even working in the specialty I studied for. My mental health took a hit, my relationship fell apart, and I started questioning everything.

I kept asking myself whether I should stay for the security or leave and take a risk. Eventually, I realized I couldn’t keep sacrificing my peace of mind just because I was afraid of an uncertain future. So I decided to leave and start over, even though I know it won’t be easy.

I’m 24, and sometimes I feel like I’m already behind in life, watching people my age move forward while I’m trying to figure everything out from scratch. I don’t have everything planned yet, but I want to learn a real profession, build a future abroad if I can, help my parents, and finally feel like I’m living my own life. Maybe I’m making a mistake, maybe not, but I’d rather take a chance now than wake up at 30 regretting the years I spent living a life that made me unhappy but at at the same i wanna end it...

عجبني الفرملي الي لاهي بالناس في المدخل، ثمة ولد فصالة حب يدخل أختو مضروبة في يدها بالقوة بدى يعيط، عرف كيفاش يتعامل معاه، زادا يعرض في العزايز ويعاون فيهم...مشيت عاونتو وقت لولد حب يضرب ، تلمو عليه الناس وقالولو ريض يعيش ولدي...

Just here to get some things off my chest. This is going to be a pretty depressing post, so if you're not in the mood for that, feel free to skip it. I just really need to let it all out somewhere.

Everything started going downhill after the university orientation results came out. I ended up in an engineering major I never wanted. It's not that the field itself is bad, but I had something else in mind, something I actually wanted to study, and unfortunately I didn't get the chance.

I tried so many times to find a way to retake the prepa concours. I submitted requests, went from one administration to another, talked to so many people, but well, we live in Tunisia. The usual bullshit. One person isn't available, another comes to work whenever they feel like it, some talk to you like you're bothering them, and everyone just keeps sending you to someone else. Some even gave me hope that I could retake the concours, only to disappear afterwards.

And the thing is, retaking the concours was probably the one thing I wanted the most. I genuinely believe I could do so much better. I know I'm capable of more, and I can't shake this feeling that I'm wasting my potential.

Technically, I could've retaken it if I hadn't confirmed my orientation choice. But with all the pressure from my family and people around me, I ended up confirming it. And that's another thing that hurts. I feel like one of the biggest decisions about my future wasn't even really mine.

It's been two months now since I started studying at an engineering school far from home, and I genuinely don't think I've ever felt this miserable.

I cry almost every day. Every time I think about my mom, I just break down. I'm really attached to her, and being this far away from home is affecting me way more than I ever imagined.

And when I say I cry, you have to understand something. I'm not someone who cries easily. Even when I was a kid, I rarely cried. I was always the type to hold everything in and deal with it on my own. Before all of this, I couldn't even remember the last time I cried. It had probably been years.

But now I just can't hold it in anymore. Sometimes I even feel like crying on purpose just to get some relief, because it's the only way I can let some of what's inside me out.

And there's something else that genuinely breaks my heart.

My mom calls me every single day and asks me what I've eaten. And I always tell her something like "I had a sandwich" or "Don't worry, I ate a lot today."

But the truth is, sometimes I haven't eaten anything at all.

I try to save as much as I can from the money my parents give me. Not because I want to buy something or save up for anything special, but because I want to have enough money to go back home as often as possible. Even if it's just for one day. Just one day where I can sit at home and be around my family.

And what makes me cry even more is thinking about how my parents are getting older.

I don't know how to explain this feeling, but sometimes I just sit there thinking about how time is passing, how they're getting older, and how I'm spending these years away from them when all I want is to be by their side.

I've always wanted to succeed, not just for myself, but for them too.

I want to make enough money to give them the experiences they never got to have. I want to take them around the world, let them see places they've never seen, experience things they've never experienced. I want them to be able to buy something they like without having to think twice about the price.

I want to give them a life where they don't have to worry about money anymore.

And I know none of that is going to happen overnight. I know I have to work hard for it, and I'm willing to. I've always been willing to.

But I want to make it happen as soon as I possibly can, while they're still here and healthy enough to enjoy it.

And honestly, thinking about all of this while I'm stuck here, studying something I don't even want to study, makes everything feel ten times worse.

I went from listening to music that would hype me up and make me feel confident to listening to sad songs all day. I've completely lost my appetite. Some days I sleep almost the entire day, and other days I barely get two hours of sleep and still don't feel sleepy.

Even my exams have been going terribly. I haven't done well on any of them so far. Not because I think I'm incapable of understanding the material, but because I genuinely can't bring myself to care or concentrate anymore.

I feel like I'm physically here, but mentally I'm somewhere else.

Like I'm just existing. The walking dead, basically.

I've always been an ambitious person. Ever since I was a kid, I never wanted to be average. I always wanted to do something meaningful with my life, to be good at what I do, to actually achieve something.

But now I just feel completely lost.

I don't like the environment here, I don't feel comfortable around the people, and I don't feel like I belong in this school or even in this place.

And what makes it worse is thinking about my future.

I'm studying something in IT that I honestly feel like AI is going to replace, if it hasn't already started replacing parts of it. So I keep asking myself, am I really going to spend three years of my life studying something I don't even like, just to graduate and maybe end up with an 800 DT salary, assuming I even manage to find a job?

The frustrating part is that I already have some skills in tech. I know how to work with AI agents, I've experimented with RAG, and I used to spend a lot of my free time learning new things and trying to keep up with what's happening in the industry.

I genuinely enjoyed learning on my own, sometimes way more than anything I was being taught at school.

I used to be the kind of person who would spend hours learning something new just because I found it interesting. I was always trying to improve myself, always thinking about what I could do next.

And I still want that life. I still want to work hard and succeed. Just not in this environment, not like this.

That used to be me.

Now I barely do anything. I just listen to sad music, watch random videos, scroll endlessly, and waste hours doing absolutely nothing. Not even because I'm enjoying it, but because it helps me forget where I am and what my life looks like right now.

It's almost like a drug. Just constantly distracting myself so I don't have to think about reality.

And the worst part is that I'm aware of everything I'm doing. I know I'm wasting time. I know I'm not helping myself. I know the person I used to be would probably hate seeing me like this.

But somehow, I still can't get myself to do anything about it.

I genuinely don't recognize myself anymore.

I went from being someone who was always thinking about the future and trying to improve himself to someone who's just trying to get through another day.

I don't know if I'm overreacting or if this is just what growing up and facing reality feels like, but I know I've never been this unhappy before.

And I think what hurts the most is that I don't even know what the right decision is anymore. Should I accept where I am and try to make the best of it? Should I keep fighting to change my path? Am I going to regret wasting these years if I stay? Or am I going to regret throwing away an engineering degree if I leave?

I just don't know.

If anyone here has been through something similar, whether it's ending up in a field you never wanted, feeling completely out of place, missing your family to the point where it physically hurts, or losing all your motivation after being an ambitious person your whole life, I'd really appreciate hearing your experience.

How did you get out of it? Did you make a big decision and change your path, or did things eventually get better?

I'm not really looking for generic motivational advice. I'd just like to hear from people who've actually been through something like this and what they ended up doing.

Because right now, I genuinely don't know what to do with myself anymore.