I dont know how rare this is, so Im sharing my story in hopes that maybe Im not the only one with this phobia.
Whenever I see anything related to LOTR, I start feeling sick. My knees get weak, my vision starts going black, and my stomach turns. Its genuinely a physical reaction, not just me being scared or uncomfortable.
I actually know exactly how I developed this phobia. Back in the early 00s, when I was around 6 years old, I begged my mom to buy me a Harry Potter DVD set that contained all 4 movies. The thing is, it also had LOTR on it.
I was OBSESSED with Harry Potter and would watch it almost every day (crazy).
One night, when everyone had gone to sleep, I decided to turn on the DVD player and watch some Harry Potter. I was a pretty clumsy kid, though, and somehow I ended up playing LOTR instead.
Specifically, the scene that started playing was one where one guy was choking another guy.
For some reason, I just sat there and watched the entire scene. Then I turned off the DVD player and went to bed.
And ever since that night, I have never been able to watch LOTR. Even seeing references to it makes me physically sick.
There are two things that make this even funnier:
I LOVE horror movies. I can watch all kinds of stuff and nothing really scares me. I dont have any other phobias either, not spiders, not blood, nothing like that. But LOTR?🙃
My older sibling is a HUGE LOTR fan. They had LOTR posters all over their home, Tolkien books, figurines. Whenever i will come to visit, they would hide away all that stuff.
At some point it became especially difficult because Gandalf memes were EVERYWHERE.
So yeah, Im curious: does anyone else have a weird, specific phobia like this? Maybe not necessarily LOTR, but another franchise? (I dont know why but I periodically remember the child who was afraid of Lorax).