r/NewTubers • u/Weak_Refuse_9380 • 1h ago
DISCUSSION Struggeling to stay motivated
Hi,
I started YouTube about 4 month ago and I am completely paralyzed at the Moment. Cant even bring myself to record anything.
I am an extrem perfectionist plus I am the kind of person that watches a movie or reads a book and notice all the small mistakes and Errors.
So I torture myself with everything I record. I record, edit, rerecord and reedit. I hate everything I create because it isnt anywhere close to what I have in my head.
I get bursts of motivation, create something, hate it and than cant force myself to even start recording.
There is a million ideas in my head but I struggel to start because I know I will tear them appart once I start working on them.
I Set myself goals to post a weekly Video, do it for 2 or 3 weeks and than spiral again to do nothing for the next 2 weeks.
Yesterday I think I reached my breaking point. I recorded on monday and wanted to start editing Yesterday. But I hated it so much that I deleted everything and now I am spiriling again, thinking maybe I should quit.
Anyone went through the same? If yes did you manage to fix it?