r/MultipleSclerosis • u/tpoooolpnbahsk • 5h ago
Vent/Rant - Advice Wanted/Ambivalent I was diagnosed young
Hello, I was diagnosed at 19 and I just had my 26th birthday a while ago. I’ve experienced multiple flairs and the like over the years but now my worst fear is becoming my reality. This past week and a half I’ve lost the ability to walk even with a cane. When I was first diagnosed I had flashbacks to my mom who was wheelchair bound while I was growing up and now it feels like that’s my reality. I’ve tried a few treatments but I had to have ems come lift me off the ground recently. I’ve been bawling my eyes out and just am realizing that this is far more than I’ve been dealing with to date. It’s challenging on another front because I have always wanted to fine a wife and this feels like an obstacle I will never overcome. Not only that the community I have has shown to be caring but I feel like it drags them down having to be accessible. I know this rant contains a lot of non issues in reality but everything feels so real. I had to stop working as result of this horrible condition and that hurt me severely. Thanks for listening!