I was homeschooled my whole life, I had a sport that I did but all of my friends there saw me as their "second" friend not really a main friend. Their main friends were at school of course.
But anyway!
I feel like I missed out on a lot, like I always dropped anything I took interest in because my mom would scof at it and call it dumb, or if she wasn't interested then I shouldn't be interested.
I always wanted to get into gaming as a kid, I was only allowed to play Minecraft or Sims4 which I love playing... But I wanted to get into other games that I had seen YouTubers play. My mom said they were either too violent or would just say no because she said so.
I wish I had gotten into Nintendo stuff, all my peers now talk about the nostalgia of old Mario games and I have no idea wtf they're talking about, even though I know I would've loved playing them as a kid and those were part of my generation.
I watched some anime as a kid in secret but never knew how to get into it more.
Basically I feel like I got into some stuff but only at the surface level, because I could never go any deeper, I simply didn't know there was more to know.
Does anyone as an adult have this? Like knowing OF stuff but never actually knowing about anything?