Before WREATH, I made a short film called Monk. The audience response was discouraging, and I couldn't get it into film festivals.
Later, I got a story from my aunty, Devi. I started writing a screenplay and developing the characters. The story kept growing, but I wasn't sure it should become a feature film. It didn't feel structured like one.
Still, I had a screenplay, and I wanted to shoot it.
I created a large WhatsApp community and brought together people who were passionate about filmmaking. We discussed the project, held meetings through WhatsApp and other social media, and worked on pre-production together. People came forward and worked on the project with genuine passion.
Then we started shooting.
We shot WREATH in six days, with a production budget of ₹3.5 lakh.
The production was hectic. Many people were working in unfamiliar situations, and we had limited money and time. I chose a documentary-style approach, which helped us complete roughly three-quarters of the screenplay.
I'm grateful to every Storywrestler in our community who came and worked on this film. They went through a lot to help me bring it to life.
At the time, I thought the hardest part was getting through production. I was wrong.
Post-production became a much bigger struggle. We exceeded the budget, the sound was location-synced, and eventually we ran out of money. My friends helped me get through that phase.
We finished the film and released it.
You can watch the full film here: WREATH — 51-minute Malayalam film.
The audience response was brutal. It made me question things.
One thing became clear to me: filmmaking is a very hard job, and the difficulty doesn't belong to the director alone. Every person who comes to work on a film gives something of themselves to it.
Looking back, I realise that I wanted everyone in our community to come together, work hard, and suffer through the process with me. I wanted to pay people and provide better comforts for everyone who came to work, but our limitations made that difficult.
That is something I have to take responsibility for.
For my next project, I want to approach filmmaking differently. I still believe the screenplay matters, but I'm beginning to understand how much cinema happens during pre-production: how clearly we visualise the events, how thoroughly we prepare, and how many problems we solve before we arrive on set.
The better we prepare, the fewer painful consequences we may have to face later.
More importantly, I want to respect every collaborator as a human being. I don't want to become a director who makes people suffer just because he has a vision to fulfil.
I want to be the Jesus of filmmaking, not the demon or evil of the people who work with me.
I'm sharing this here because I want to hear from filmmakers who have gone through something similar.
How do you balance your ambition as a director with your responsibility towards the people who help you realise that ambition? And what did a difficult production teach you that you couldn't have learned any other way?
I'm still learning from this experience, and I'd genuinely like to hear your thoughts.