r/DMT • • 22h ago

Blue Monkey?

A co worker gave my friend a DMT cart.
I tried it a few days ago, and could only get intense mushroom like highs. Mostly fractals and stuff.

I tried again, and made it to the “white room” as people call the waiting room. ( I have read next to nothing about people’s actual trips on DMT, as I wanted my high to be uninfluenced. ) but my trip sitter accidentally pulled me out of it and I really never went anywhere.
I had been wondering if DMT wasn’t actually as crazy as people said. Had I been lied to? What did people mean by break through? I was dissatisfied and disappointed with my first few tries, that I almost had a cocky attitude about it. Immune to DMT I joked, until my coworker suggested hitting it super hard with a thc vape.

So I did that.

I immediately slumped, wide thin fractals immediately formed in the dark. For a second, I forgot what I had done. I thought, oh right, I took the out of body experience drug and now I have to be locked in for like 12 minutes. Fuck.

I emerged out of the fractals into a white room, and then it began seconds later.

It was very bright, a lot of flashing colors. Standing in front of me, it felt very godlike or at least something above me in authority. A blue/multicolored monkey, grabbing its tail, completely bent over.. and showing me his asshole.

The colors were bright and framing him, it felt humiliating and terrifying. I understood immediately that the monkey was indeed making fun of me, and trying to show me that I’m not in control anymore. It wasn’t mean though? I almost felt guilty for having doubted the monkey/DMT experience, which I had felt shared a collective identity.

Anyways, I was mortified at first, having “left my body”, I opened my eyes to try come down. Mistake. I got stuck in a time loop, where I’d shuffle my vapes and check the time, and then lay back down only to find myself staring at the monkey in different places, always just totally mooning me and laughing. ( not with his mouth, but just the entire experience was laughing. )

I’d come back just to shuffle my shit again. I’d look around the room, and shit would just be flipping me off, and colors would “solidify” around the object, and was just animated completely. I was horrified that this wasn’t ending.

When I finally could move again, I found a heated blanket and turned on all my colored lights. Finished the high in bed, feeling like I was being hugged. (The blanket.) I thought about telling my coworker about the funny monkey, but I had a feeling that was still treating him like novelty and disrespectful.

There was more during the trip and after, but these were the highlights really. I was tripping hard.

That’s the long run down, but basically;

A blue monkey showed me his butthole for like eternity laughing at me. 🤟 Up for interpretations there.

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u/Left_Section1578 17h ago

Blue monkey deity makes me think of Hanuman, though the personality description doesnt really go along with his normal stuff about devotion and excellence.

It's not an uncommon experience to have "Entity was playfully rude and showed me i wasnt in control', that's a central theme in a lot of DMT. Lot of people flipped off by jesters, or mocked, or similar. Mine like to give me challenges to make sure I can either loosen up and take a joke, or help me see something from a different perspective.

Next time you encounter one of them, laugh with them and see if you can find the perspective that shows you what's so funny.

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u/Babsylonn 20m ago

I never felt like I was in danger. Definitely felt mocked for being so scared. I enjoyed his humor and respected that this was his way to show me what a real DMT trip could be. I’d like to try again and maybe have a more gentle breakthrough if that’s possible haha. A jester makes the most sense.

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u/mrplum8 17h ago

Hinduism is more humouristic than how we frame it in the West. The jokes got lost in translation and as a Christian culture, we tend to make it much more serious than it is.

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u/RedOnTheHead-86 22h ago

Man and you didn't poke it?

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u/traineephyconaut 22h ago

Breakthrough THAT tunnel

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u/Babsylonn 21h ago

Going to the monkey ass dimension for first real trip would be crazy

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u/twoarrows1978 19h ago

Maybe you met Hanuman 😁😁💚

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u/mrplum8 17h ago

That's what I was about to write 😄

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u/gnuisance 21h ago

It really do be like that sometimes