I get that my body needs the reset but please.

Also the "there's often a fertility spike after stopping birth control!" Sir don't make promises like that, my body will take it as a challenge to prove you wrong.

At least the silver lining is a full panel of my hormones which have never been quite right I guess?

Got a negative test after that as well. I’ll be on CD1 on baby loss awareness day tomorrow, over two years and two losses in. Somehow I really got my hopes up this time. Fuck this.

Was really hoping that they would be able to remove a fibroid while I was under, but it turns out they weren't able to 🥲 So much for my fantasy that they could clip that sucker out and we could conceive without IVF

Got the diagnosis in November and TFMR at 22w in Dec. Got pregnant my 5th cycle trying after loss via IUI but had a MMC at 9 weeks after seeing the HB 3 weeks in an row. Just found out my 3rd IUI post-loss didn’t work. One more IUI until IVF.

Safe to say I cannot wait for this fuck ass year to be over

I literally wanted to turn around and be like if you don’t mind shutting the FAWK up until we get to our destination…PLZ

Trying to be nice and call my grandma back to have some conversation with her. Randomly at the end, she goes, "I know I'm being nosy, but are you able to have kids??" and I said, "I don't know, why do you ask?" and she goes, "Oh I mean I just got pregnant so easily so I was just curious!" Thankfully the universe stepped in and the call dropped right then and there. Ugggggghhhhhh 😩 someone put me out of my misery please 😂

Like, you serious????

Randomly hearing the lady on the commercial ask "Am I finally pregnant!?" almost ruined my motivation istg

In the same Breathe she also said « Oh my gosh a year ago today I had my last period! »

In case waiting to ovulate and the TWW weren’t bad enough, I’m in a special hell thanks to a cyst delaying my period. So now I have to wait for an ultrasound to confirm what I already know, wait for the eval, wait for the PIO prescription (RIP), wait to get it filled, (catches breath) wait for my period, and THEN begin this whole shitshow again. shouts into the void

If you guessed deep infiltrating endometriosis, then you are ✨also✨ right

26 years ago my appendix decided to give me the “fuck me up fam” special. Had it removed before it burst, and went about my life. I have had TWO ectopics in the last two years(literally a year apart). First on my left side in 2025 and used methotrexate, second was this year and it ruptured my right tube. My gyno has sent me to IVF since I haven’t been able to get pregnant since my rupture at the beginning of the year. She did tell me if we have to do IVF that we will need to remove my remaining tube. Have a meeting with the IVF doc and right off the bat he tells me that appendicitis is the reason for my ectopics. It sits right next to your tubes and when it’s inflamed it causes the silia inside the tubes to become damaged and creates scar tissue for any embryo to stick to. I’m still trying to wrap my head around it.

Then she proceeds to tell me that she's so nervous and she's not excited to be very pregnant during the summer. I'm almost positive they were actively trying and if that's the case why are you acting surprised that you got pregnant?? She acted like this with her first and for the first kid I was like ok yeah it's your first time. But for your second? Come on. At least act excited. Not like you were forced into doing this again. Also read the room. It's been 6 years for me and my husband this month, my mom has cancer and that's been heavy on my mind that she might not get to meet my kids (if I even have any), work is a s*** show right now, and we just got a call yesterday (and I told her) that my husband has to take clomid for another 3 months before we do anything else and so everything has been pushed back until next year.

We were so excited and so sure it was going to happen soon

Now I'm just hoping it happens at all

I'm not okay :(

5 pregnancy announcements this year… all from close family and friends.

My SIL is due next month with her first and the baby shower is this week.. I keep buying baby stuff wishing it was for me.

My other SIL is having her 2nd (love her to bits) but it hurts too.

I’m the oldest out of them all and still waiting for my first……supposed to go into my 9th IVF cycle next year too.