I don’t know how to go on. I’m so heartbroken. This is cycle 12 of 16 months TTC. I had a MMC almost a year ago, and a CP 6 months ago.
Other that me being KIR AA and my husband C1/C2 there is nothing wrong with us. We are both 33yo. We both take supplements, I also take low dose aspirin and progesterone after ovulation.
I don’t understand. My heart doesn’t understand how this is our reality.
How do you do it? How do you carry on? It’s near unbearable to go month after month hoping for the best and being shot down by a stark white.
Edit: thank you so much to all the love and support you have given me ♥️ you brought me a lot of comfort yesterday and today. What a lovely community! I have tested first thing today and the FRER is still stark white. I also took an E@H that I see the faintest of shadow and I think it needs to be some kind of lot error or my mind playing games. I saw it yesterday too but if it was a line it should be darker by now and the FRER should have a line as it should be way more sensitive (6.5mIU vs 25mIU). I’m closing this cycle tomorrow. Thank you all! And for all of you still on this journey, I hope you get your baby on your arms soon! ♥️